hey pple, i wanna change back my url to babyridewithme.blogspot.com but not now, still under construction by yours truly, hopefully without my sister's help. will keep u guys udpated! (if theres any soul reading my blog, sheesh, loser sei. lol)
i have this interview tmr and i hope i get the job. cause hari raya is coming. but thats not what i think about actually. to be frank, im thinking of 25th sept, 4th oct and nov holiday plans. pls let all go smoothly. (:
i still cant believe that fasting mth is in exactly 2 wks. not that i have to get myself prepared or what la, i really have to start fasting properly, no more skipping or breaking my fast before sunset. and no more answering pple that i have menses, on a daily basis for the month. haha!
and to think that i diligently fasted when i was young. sheesh, what a shame. oh no, i just remembered. i fasted only because my grandfather gave us money. damn. im such a bad muslim.i really have to change la. i dont want it to dread till the time i get married and my child will follow my footsteps. change lia!
speaking of my grandfather, i miss him so much and i hope his diabetes is within control. no more gangrene and amputation pls. my family have had enough trauma after the first amputation. *sobs
before i went to bed yesterday, i kept on thinking about my future. as in how is it gonna be like in two years time, or even next year. will i be happy? will i be stable? how bout education? am i gonna continue my studies? will my relationship be fine? how are my friends coping with their personal lifes? how bout my life? i feel anxious but at the same time im excited with what my future will have in store for me. i can only pray to God everything will turn out the way i want it to be.
bro's sick. i guess his classmate got sick and it spreads around. and my mum got worried sick. she thinks that we calling him ameerul is not that appropriate. so we are gonna start calling him putra, his second name. i donno if i wanna believe in all this or not but i do have family history of this. like my mum's sis, her name is Rohanita, i think they call her Anita, but she fell sick most of the time, so they called her Ayu and surprisingly, her immunity improved. so that name maintains till now. and my dad's bro too. his name is Ghani, but he got unwell so they changed to Wahid. hmm weird huh? but for my bro's case, i guess its nothing. he doesnt fall sick that frequent. it just that when his classmate is down with a flu bug, it tends to spread to the rest.
so i guess we dont have to worry much.
today hes all better. love you ameerul putra!
aight. will update sooooon.
cheerios!
ps: TODAY IS THE 6TH. BLOGGER, YOUUUUUU. UGH.
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